Reform.

Basically, this weekend was a LITTLE crazy... WOW. I'm kind of glad it's over though, because I'm just ready to settle back into the normalness that I love. I just enjoy schedules. I hate having everything organized and planned out... And this weekend has been anything but.
I am SO stressed out. I don't even know why. My parents were yelling at me for getting home too late last night, and for having my friends over, blah blah blah. I'm supposed to be studying for Biology midterms, but screw that. I don't know what has gotten into me... I'm just a slacker. I've never had to study before, and I don't really wanna start now. I guess I'll have to though.
I'm just tired of being stressed. I'm tired of waking up early. I'm tired of... everything. I want to reform. I just don't know how. I'm just a crazy mess. I hate it.
I'm ready for CHRISTMAS. OR SUMMER. Or a long break. I'm ready to get out of high school... Just ready to be done with everything. I have awhile to wait for all of the above.
I guess I'll just have to keep struggling through my life. I'll figure it all out eventually. I'm not even sure why I'm so stressed. I guess I just let little things get to me lately... I'll pull through it. Follow the plan.
Ashley's Reform Plan
1. Don't let little things get to you. Smile!
2. Offer to help around the house, do some chores.
3. Stay organized, plan ahead.
4. STUDY. Homework comes first.
5. Talk on the phone less. Good luck with that one...
6. Try to get as much sleep as possible.
7. Don't worry about the future right now.
8. Have fun. Try to have time to relax and be with yourself, too.
Moving on. I ate ALOT of junk this weekend. That's not good. I had like 5,000 starbursts, chips, cake, candy, the list goes on. I'm gonna gain alot of weight if I don't slow down. Especially with volleyball and stuff coming up. I plan on going running after school and stuff, and doing some conditioning to my legs, abs, and arms. I also want to cut out some of the junk food, and try to healthier. Easier said than done!
- Ashley

Plan for October 28, 2008
-School
-Do homework FIRST.
-Eat a HEALTHY snack. NO JUNK.
-Go running, or do some cardio. Conditioning.
-Help around the house
-Keep a positive attitue
-Try not to talk on the phone so much

Check in tomorrow!